Complicated

So, this having a husband and a girlfriend thing is going to get pretty complicated for me I can imagine. I want to tell my husband about her. He knows her. We’ve all hung out together. He just doesn’t know the depths of our relationship. I want to tell him right now! But I can’t take that risk yet…I need to see if I can get him to be more open minded. I don’t want to lose her. My life is so much better having them both in it. I need him to understand.

Sometimes when I think about it, I know it would be so much easier if he just knew and she and I could communicate openly. I could set aside time for him and time for her. It would all work out so well. I’m holding on to that dream that it’s all going to be ok.